Our Affectionate Guardians
Chapter One:
A Transcendental Friendship
 
Srila A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada and Srila Bhakti Raksaka Sridhara
Deva Goswami first met in 1930 in Allahabad, India. Many times they worked
very closely in establishing the preaching of the Gaudiya Matha, particularly
in Allahabad, Bombay, and Calcutta. During the years of internal strife
in the Gaudiya Matha, Srila Prabhupada and Srila Sridhara Maharaja lived
together for more than five years in Calcutta. In the Srila Prabhupada-lilamrta,
Satsvarupa Maharaja writes of Srila Sridhara Maharaja's subletting several
rooms from Srila Prabhupada's apartment on Sita Kanta Banerjee Lane:
Here Abhay [Srila Prabhupada's name before initiation] and Sridhara
Maharaja and his followers could remain aloof from the warring factions
[of the Gaudiya Matha] and together pursue their plans for spreading Krsna
consciousness. [Lilamrta, Vol. 1, p. 100]
Many years later, after establishing Gaudiya Vaisnava temples around
the world, Srila Prabhupada, upon returning to India, would sometimes stay
at the matha of Srila Sridhara Maharaja in Sri Navadvipa Dhama. Srila Sridhara
Maharaja also sometimes visited Srila Prabhupada at his Candrodaya Mandira
in Mayapur. During one such occasion, recorded in March 1973, Srila Prabhupada
happily shared some of his fond remembrances with Srila Sridhara Maharaja
and his own disciples.
We are very fortunate to hear His Divine Grace Om Visnupada Paramahamsa
Parivrajakacarya Bhakti Raksaka Sridhara Maharaja. By age and by experience,
in both ways, he is senior to me. I was fortunate to have his association
since a very long time, perhaps in 1930.
Maharaja, I think you remember the incident when you went to Allahabad?
On that auspicious occasion, we were connected. There is a long story,
it will take time, but I had the opportunity of associating with Sridhara
Maharaja for several years. Krsna and Prabhupada [Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura] liked him to prepare me. Sridhara Maharaja lived in
my house for many years, so naturally we had very intimate talks and he
was my good advisor. I took his advices and instructions very seriously,
because from the very beginning I knew he was a pure Vaisnava, a pure devotee,
and I wanted to associate with him, and I tried to help him also. Our relationship
is very intimate. [1]
Herein, we find the history of a transcendental relationship between
these two pure devotees of the Lord. They intimately associated and discussed
Srimad-Bhagavatam for more than five years,
often for five to seven hours a day. While remembering their intimate talks,
specifically in regard to Bhagavad-gita, Srila Sridhara
Maharaja recalled the depth of their conversations:
Once while discussing the verse dadami buddhi yogaµ tam yena
mam upayanti te [Bg. 10.10, "I give them the
understanding by which they can come to Me."], I submitted to him
that here, upayanti is indicative of parakiya-rasa [paramour relationship]. On this point he agreed with me, saying,
"Yes, at this point there cannot be anything but the parakiya-rasa
of Vraja. The conclusion of Bhagavad-gita must come to this."
Please Look After Them
Their many confidential talks reveal the depth of their relationship.
In March 1982, Srila Sridhara Maharaja said:
When he [Srila Prabhupada] began his translation of the Bhagavad-gita, it was in consultation with me in a very deep way. Later, he requested
me many a time, "Please look after them; I am taking them this side
[to Krsna consciousness]. You have a responsibility to look after them."
Srila Prabhupada would often consult with Srila Sridhara Maharaja regarding
the spiritual significance of his failing business and family relationships.
Srila Sridhara Maharaja confirmed Srila Prabhupada's suspicion that Krsna's
special mercy was being shown to him by taking away all his material possessions
as per the Srimad-Bhagavatam 10.88.8 verse, yasyaham
anugrhnami.
An example of Prabhupada's helping with Sridhara Maharaja's preaching
work is seen in his financing Prapanna-jivanamrta: Life-Nectar of the
Surrendered Souls. (Lilamrta, Vol. 1, p. 103)
This book, the most important work of his life, shows Sridhara Maharaja's
exceptional brilliance in extracting the essence of the scriptures. Prapanna-jivanamrta
was also greatly favored by Niskincana Krsnadasa Babaji
Maharaja and was the only book he carried with him.
Whether in Allahabad, Bombay, Calcutta, or other parts of India, Srila
Prabhupada and Srila Sridhara Maharaja's relationship continued to develop.
Srila Prabhupada recalls:
In my householder life, I had opened an office in Bombay for our business.
The Bombay Gaudiya Matha was established by Sridhara Maharaja and myself.
We made a party for begging and collecting alms, consisting of Sridhara
Maharaja, myself, and Bhakti Saranga Goswami Maharaja. I took the party
to my chemist friends and we collected about five hundred rupees. Sridhara
Maharaja would speak, I would introduce, and Goswami Maharaja would canvass.
(Lilamrta, Vol. 1, p. 81)
In the Srila Prabhupada-lilamrta, Satsvarupa Goswami
writes further:
Abhay would often accompany Sridhara Maharaja and his assistants at
preaching programs, where he would play the mrdanga. And when Sridhara
Maharaja fell ill, Abhay led the other devotees on preaching engagements,
performing kirtana, playing mrdanga, and giving lectures on the Bhagavatam. (Lilamrta, Vol. 1, p. 100)
Europe Defeated by Asia
While in Bombay, Prabhupada and Sridhara Maharaja were the receiving
party for a Gaudiya Matha sannyasi who was returning
from Europe. They were dismayed by his changed appearance. He was missing
the tridanda of a Gaudiya sannyasi, the sikha of a Vaisnava, as well as the traditional
robes, but they still eagerly inquired about the preaching field in the
West. The sannyasi remarked, "They ask questions
that cannot be answered." Prabhupada inquired further as to the nature
of those questions, and one after another Sridhara Maharaja answered them
all. At that time Prabhupada boldly declared, "Today, Europe has been
defeated by Asia!"
An example of Srila Prabhupada's trust of Srila Sridhara Maharaja is
found in his letter of January 30, 1970 to Satsvarupa Maharaja, the editor
of Back to Godhead magazine:
Regarding Sridhara Swami's article: I do not know what sort of article
it is, but whatever it may be, the writer's name should be Swami B. R.
Sridhara. Besides that, there is no need of giving any short introductory
note at the present moment. If we publish an article, it is to be understood
that the version of the article is not different from ours.
In other words, even without seeing Srila Sridhara Maharaja's article,
he understood that it was philosophically sound and in agreement with his
mood of presentation. Additionally, in a 1973 BBT meeting
in Los Angeles, Srila Prabhupada stated that only himself and Srila Sridhara
Maharaja were qualified to give commentary on the Srimad-Bhagavatam. This is confirmed in Giriraja Maharaja's letter of September 16, 1978
to the GBC:
[In reference to] Sridhara Swami, who Srila Prabhupada said we should
consult about philosophical and practical points[Srila Prabhupada said
that] apart from himself, only Sridhara Swami was qualified to write the
Bhagavatam purports.
What I Came to Say, Will Remain
Upon meeting Srila Sridhara Maharaja, a young gentleman of high brahminical lineage who was noted for his Vedic scholarship, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura remarked, "If persons of your caliber join us, then
certainly our mission will be successful." Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati
Thakura greatly appreciated Sridhara Maharaja's writings and was once so
pleased with a poem that Sridhara Maharaja wrote about Bhaktivinoda Thakura
that he remarked to his sannyasa disciples Bhakti
Yadav Goswami and Sravati Maharaja:
Bhaktivinoda Thakura himself has written this through him. Now I am
satisfied that after me what I came to say, that will stay, that will remain;
I find in these slokas the siddhanta.
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura informed Sravana Maharaja, the
editor of the Gaudiya Matha's periodicals:
If you include articles written by Sridhara Maharaja, the quality of
your publications will be greatly improved.
Confirming Sridhara Maharaja's profound erudition in the sastras,
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura once directed that his name
be suffixed with the title Sastra-nipuna [one who has very
deep knowledge of the scriptures, a scriptural genius].
Srila Sridhara Maharaja composed many original Sanskrit works. Among
them is the Prabhupada-padma stavaka, glorifying Srila
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura. Srila Prabhupada requested that this
song be sung daily in all his temples. Also composed by Srila Sridhara Maharaja
is the sublimely beautiful Prema-dhama deva stotram, which presents
Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu's lila. and precepts. Niskincana
Krsnadasa Babaji Maharaja said that within this offering he found the presence
of Srila Rupa Goswami Prabhupada, the leader of our sampradaya.
Because of Srila Sridhara Maharaja's keen ability to explain the inner
esoteric lectures of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura, many of his
senior sannyasi godbrothers would often ask Sridhara
Maharaja to repeat the points covered by Srila Bhaktisiddhanta and explain
them. Throughout his life, Srila Sridhara Maharaja was revered as an unrivaled
"consulting physician," able to give authoritative and impartial
spiritual advice to all who sought his counsel. Sridhara Maharaja reflects:
I explained and they were satisfied. Prabhupada's discourses were very
deep. The general public could not understand them. It was deep philosophy,
so I was requested to repeat his message by the elevated servants of our
Guru Maharaja. I could repeat this at least to their satisfaction. Madhusudana
Maharaja and others were always of a very skeptical nature, not prepared
to rely on anyone else. But they also said that when they listened to me
it was as if they are hearing Prabhupada. So, my type is very akin to that
of my Guru Maharaja. By his grace. Many persons have told us this.
Bhaktivedanta Swami
Srila Sridhara Maharaja advised the leaders of the Gaudiya Sangha to
confer the title "Bhaktivedanta" upon the then Abhay Caranaravinda
dasa. (Lilamrta, Vol. 1, p. 103) This was after Srila
Prabhupada had been given the title "Bhaktisiddhanta dasa" by
another godbrother, Bhakti Saranga Goswami Maharaja. Srila Sridhara Maharaja
adjusted Prabhupada's name in response to suggestions from the Vaisnava
community that the guru's name should not be given to the disciple.
Later, Srila Prabhupada's sannyasa guru, Sripada Bhakti
Prajnana Kesava Maharaja, one of the most senior disciples of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura and the third sannyasa disciple of Sridhara
Maharaja, gave sannyasa to Abhay Caranaravinda Bhaktisiddhanta
dasa, retaining the title "Bhaktivedanta" and conferring the sannyasa
name "Swami." Initially Prabhupada asked Tirtha Maharaja in
writing for sannyasa, but when he understood the
conservative policy of Tirtha Maharaja, he went to Sridhara Maharaja for
sannyasa. Srila Sridhara Maharaja replied that
he was too intimate with Srila Prabhupada's family, and certainly Prabhupada's
wife would give some trouble to his matha. Srila Sridhara
Maharaja suggested he take sannyasa from Kesava Maharaja,
who was unknown to Srila Prabhupada's wife. In a sense, this would be the
same as taking sannyasa from Sridhara Maharaja, since
Kesava Maharaja was Sridhara Maharaja's sannyasa disciple.
Lord Caitanya's Prophecy Fulfilled
When Srila Prabhupada returned to India in October 1967, after his successful
preaching campaign in America, he stayed with Srila Sridhara Maharaja in
Navadvipa and observed his Vyasa-puja celebration. At
that time, Prabhupada wrote a letter to Satsvarupa Maharaja saying:
Yesterday, we have all come to Navadvipa-dhama. This place is an establishment
of one of my godbrothers. It is a very nice and extensive place, and my
godbrother B. R. Sridhara Maharaja has spared one entire house for
our stay. He has also agreed to cooperate with our society. We shall observe
his birthday celebration, and the brahmacaris shall learn how
to celebrate the spiritual master's birthday. (SP Ltr. Satsvarupa, Oct.
26, 1967)
Shortly afterward, Srila Prabhupada asked Srila Sridhara Maharaja to
be the head of his newly formed society, the International Society for Krsna
Consciousness. (Lilamrta, Vol. 3, p. 205) However,
out of his deep appreciation of Srila Prabhupada's preaching, Srila Sridhara
Maharaja thought that Srila Prabhupada himself should be the acarya.
Srila Sridhara Maharaja praised Srila Prabhupada's preaching in America,
repeatedly using Prabhupada's phrase "Krsna consciousness." Swamiji's
work, he said, was the fulfillment of Lord Caitanya's prophecy that Krsna
consciousness would one day spread all over the world. He laughed and smiled
and praised the Krsna consciousness movement, with no trace of jealousy.
(Lilamrta, Vol. 3, p. 203)
Later, on July 7, 1975, Srila Prabhupada referred to Srila Sridhara Maharaja's
statement in a letter to his godbrother Bon Maharaja:
Sripada Sridhara Maharaja also appreciated my service. He said that
Caitanya Mahaprabhu's prediction: prthivite ache yata nagaradi grama,
sarvatra pracara haibe mora nama, would remain a
dream only, but he congratulated me that I have done it practically. I
do not know how things are going on automatically except by His Divine
Grace Srila Prabhupada [Bhaktisiddhanta], because I have no other assets
except his causeless mercy.
In a letter to Bodhayana Maharaja on November 9, 1976, Srila Prabhupada
confirmed Srila Sridhara Maharaja's nonenvious appreciation of Srila Prabhupada
as a "great powerful acarya in the Vaisnava
world at present." Indeed, both Srila Prabhupada and Srila Sridhara
Maharaja had very deep realizations. Satsvarupa Maharaja writes in the Srila
Prabhupada-lilamrta:
During the Vyasa-puja celebration, Acyutananda
Swami saw Prabhupada and Sridhara Maharaja fully absorbed in a deep discussion
in Bengali. Upon inquiry about the nature of their talk, Prabhupada replied,
"If I were to tell you, you would faint. Sridhara Maharaja has very
high realizations." (Lilamrta, Vol. 3, p. 205)
I Take It on My Head
It is clear in the following letter that Srila Prabhupada regarded Srila
Sridhara Maharaja as his confidential friend and well-wisher throughout
his life. Concerned about his failing health, Srila Prabhupada had written
Sridhara Maharaja asking whether he should continue living in the United
States or return to India to live his last days in Vrndavana. Srila Sridhara
Maharaja wrote Srila Prabhupada advising him to stay in the U.S. and preach
rather than come back to Vrndavana to leave his body. He asserted in his
letter, "Wherever you are, that is Vrndavana." After receiving
Sridhara Maharaja's reply, Srila Prabhupada wrote:
What Sripada Sridhara Maharaja has directed, I take it on my head. He
is always my well-wisher. After the departure of Prabhupada [Bhaktisiddhanta],
it is appropriate that I should accept his direction. I got direction from
him that I shall live in this country forever. (SP Ltr. Govinda Maharaja,
Jan. 29, 1969)
My Siksa Guru
Throughout his life, Srila Prabhupada always maintained the highest respect
for and confidence in Srila Sridhara Maharaja. He even sent some of his
disciples to Srila Sridhara Maharaja for instruction. On January 31, 1969,
in a letter to one of his disciples, Hrsikesa dasa, he wrote:
Because you are my disciple and, I think, a sincere soul, it is my duty
to refer you to someone who is competent to act as siksa guru.For spiritual advancement of life, we must go to someone who
is actually practicing spiritual life; not to some head of a mundane institution,
not to someone who has offended his spiritual master in so many ways. I
do not wish to go into details here. So, if you are actually serious to
take instructions from a siksa guru, I can refer
you to the one who is the most highly competent of all my godbrothers.
This is B. R. Sridhara Maharaja, whom I consider to be even my siksa guru, so what to speak of the benefit that you can have by his association.So,
if you are serious about the advancement of your spiritual life, I will
advise you to go to Sridhara Maharaja.It will be very good for your spiritual
benefit, and I will feel that you are safe. When I was in India with the
others, we lived with Sridhara Maharaja. You can also make arrangements
for your other godbrothers to go there in the future.
Your Instructions Nondifferent Than Our Prabhupada's
At the opening ceremony of the ISKCON Mayapur Candrodaya
Mandira, Srila Prabhupada remarked that he considered Srila Sridhara Maharaja
to be his siksa guru. And then he declared:
Jaya Om Visnupada Paramahamsa Parivrajakacarya Bhakti Raksaka Sridhara
Maharaja ki jaya.
At the 1976 Gaura Purnima celebration in Mayapur, Srila Prabhupada invited
Srila Sridhara Maharaja to share his vyasasana with him, which
he did. The only other godbrother to share Srila Prabhupada's seat was Niskincana
Krsnadasa Babaji Maharaja. In March of 1981, it was related to Srila Sridhara
Maharaja by Sudhira Goswami that Acyutananda dasa had written about him
in his book Autobiography of a Jewish Yogi:
He compares you to a great general, when he met you. And he tells how
Srila Prabhupada told him that he regarded you as his siksa guru, and that Acyutananda should come to you for your instructions.
He was in some spiritual difficulty. So he describes the nine months that
he was living here and his hearing from you, the many different subjects
you would speak about. For all these years we have wondered how Acyutananda
knew so many things. Everyone has always wondered. And now we can understand,
by your association where he learned so many things. His conclusion was
that your instructions were nondifferent than our Prabhupada's instructions.
But at the same time different. This is my understanding--the spiritual
sweetness of variety. It's nondifferent but at the same time it's different.
And I didn't know that it could be like that. Because as you said in your
poem to Srila Bhaktisiddhanta about this world being filled with the cheaters
and the cheated. So, Srila Prabhupada was the only person I ever met who
did not cheat me, until I met Your Divine Grace.
When Srila Sridhara Maharaja was told that many devotees cannot understand
how someone can have two gurus, he replied:
That is because they are situated in a formal position, but when they
enter into substantial spiritual realization, they will not have such a
grievance because they will see what is guru. Guru means one who has come
to give Krsna consciousness. The formal difference will be reduced when
one can catch the very substance of the teachings for which the guru is
respected. When one is intimately connected with the thread of divine love
which the guru comes to impart to us, he will accept it, wherever it comes
from. He will see it as a friendly relation-not antagonistic, but cooperative.
Although separate in figure, at heart both of the gurus are the same because
they have a common cause. They have not come to fight with one another;
they have come to fight only with the agents of Satan. If we can recognize
the real thing for which we are approaching the guru, then we will understand
how to make the adjustment in our relationship with the siksa guru, diksa guru, and vartma-pradarsaka guru [the instructing spiritual master, the initiating spiritual master,
and the one who first shows the way to devotional life, respectively].
We are infinitely indebted to all our gurus. We are helpless. What can
we do? They are benevolent; they are infinitely gracious; they are my guardians.
I may have many guardians. They are to look after my welfare; they have
not come to destroy me.
We Are Happy; We Are Glad; We Are Proud
The endorsements that Srila Prabhupada gave Srila Sridhara Maharaja are
unparalleled in Prabhupada's statements about his other godbrothers. The
fact is that Srila Prabhupada had the highest respect and appreciation for
Srila Sridhara Maharaja, and Sridhara Maharaja consistently expressed his
deep admiration of Prabhupada, as shown in the following eulogy:
[2]
So our Swami Maharaja has done a miracle! Thakura Bhaktivinoda conceived
and Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura began to translate this conception
into action. And we find that through Swami Maharaja, in his last days,
it has been fulfilled to such a great extent. We are happy; we are glad;
we are proud!
Prabhupada with great humility, his voice choked with emotion, tearfully
replied:
By guru and Vaisnava, whatever position I have got, it is by guru's
mercy and the blessings of the Vaisnavas. Otherwise, how may I have? So,
I wish that Sridhara Maharaja may bestow his blessings as he was doing
always, and may Guru Maharaja help me so I can do some service.By his grace
it has become successful. I have no credit. I do not know how things are
happening, because I am not at all qualified: chadiya vaisnava seva,
nistara payeche keba. [Without serving an ideal
Vaisnava, who can be delivered from the clutches of maya?]
In Navadvipa on June 27, 1973, Srila Prabhupada joked with Srila Sridhara
Maharaja about coming to America with him.
Srutakirti wants to serve you, provided you go with us to the U.S. (laughter).
He says, "If Maharaja goes with us, then I shall take care of him."[3]
And in their last known recorded meeting in 1977, just prior to Prabhupada's
leaving this mortal world, we find him imploring Srila Sridhara Maharaja
to take up residence at his temple in Sridhama Mayapur.
Please Stay With Me
Excerpt of 1977 conversation in Navadvipa [transcription by Bhakti Caru
Swami] [4]
Srila Prabhupada: I do not know for how long I will be able to
carry on. So, I came to see Sridhara Maharaja.
Devotee: If you all go away, then the world will become dark.
Srila Sridhara Maharaja: [to Prabhupada] It is so wonderful that
the will of the Lord becomes manifest through someone.
Srila Prabhupada: I want very much, Maharaja, that you come and
stay at Mayapur. Because Prabhupada [Bhaktisiddhanta] always desired that
you preach. He told me quite a few times, "Why don't you pull him out?"
[They both laugh.] You know, I also tried to some extent before, but somehow
or other it did not work out. Now, why don't you come and stay at Mayapur?
Srila Prabhupada told me also, "Sridhara Maharaja is one of the finest
preachers." I want to take you everywhere. At least at the place we
have in Mayapur, people are coming from all over the world. If you just
agree, then whatever kind of building you want, I will arrange it for you.
They are trying to build a house for me. So both of us will stay there.
And whenever you want, you can come here to your matha.
Srila Sridhara Maharaja: Yes, as long as I am alive to fulfill
[Bhaktisiddhanta] Prabhupada's desire.
Srila Prabhupada: This is my earnest desire. Since you could not
go around the world and preach, at least stay there and people will come
to you. I shall make that arrangement. If you stay, then it will be helpful
to me also. Sometimes I need to consult with someone and there is no one.
There is no one that I can consult with. I feel this deficiency very greatly.
Devotee: If he [Srila Sridhara Maharaja] stays in Mayapur, all
kinds of people will get to hear from him.
Srila Prabhupada: Yes, that's right.
Srila Sridhara Maharaja: Yes, people from all kinds of cultural
backgrounds will come there.
Srila Prabhupada: Yes, and they are already coming. And in that
house I will make arrangements for an elevator so that you won't have to
go through the difficulty of walking up and down the stairs. You won't even
have to move a step yourself. I'll make arrangements for a car and an elevator.
My disciples are telling me that they will build a house for me. So, both
of us will stay in that house. Most of the time I am traveling around, so
if you are there, they can get some guidance. So, Maharaja, please, give
me the order and I will make all the arrangements for you.
That planetarium [The Temple of Understanding] also will be built under
your direction. My idea is to combine the Indian culture and the American
money-the lame man and the blind man policy. I tell them also that this
will be very beneficial for the world.
Temple of Understanding
Srila Prabhupada refers to "that planetarium." Srila Sridhara
Maharaja was very fond of Sanatana Goswami's most famous work, the Brhad-bhagavatamrta, in which devotees, devotional service, and Krsna are described very
scientifically. On the basis of this transcendental literature, Sridhara
Maharaja had contemplated an elaborate preaching exhibition, using dioramas
to depict the varieties of spiritual planetary systems and showing that
the ultimate spiritual destination is Krsna's own abode, Goloka Vrndavana.
Due to insufficient funds, Sridhara Maharaja humbly submitted his idea to
Srila Prabhupada, who concurred, saying, "It will be built under your
direction."[5]
He Can't Be Converted
In a talk on October 8, 1981, Srila Sridhara Maharaja remarked:
Some faith, yes, he had some faith in me. I can't deny that. In his
last days he expressed that two quarters side by side will be built here.
And you will live in one and I in the next. Birds of the same feather flock
together. Common interest has drawn us near; our common attraction has
brought us nearer, closer.
Sometimes it is wondered why Sridhara Maharaja did not take up Prabhupada's
offer. Sridhara Maharaja explains:
I said, "Of course I shall try to help you. Sometimes I shall go
and stay there with you." But I really did not think at the time that
I shall survive [live longer than] him.
About the reticence regarding large-scale preaching that Srila Prabhupada
mentions in friendly jesting, Srila Sridhara Maharaja once reflected:
I did not want to become a big person. That is not my nature. I did
not want to move around with many people. I am just satisfied with whatever
I have. My spiritual thinking is my life. The conclusions of the scriptures,
the advice of the mahajanas, to relish them and practice
them and to discuss them in a small confidential circle, that is the main
goal of my life.
Prabhupada testifies to his having personally heard Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura mark the high qualifications of Sridhara Maharaja, whom
he first chose to have go to the West. Many of the mission stalwarts recommended
Sridhara Maharaja to preach, stating: "He is the fittest man to preach
in the West." In this regard, Sridhara Maharaja once remarked:
My Guru Maharaja wanted me to go to the West for preaching, but I don't
consider myself a fit person to preach in the West. Because, you see, I
can't follow your intonation. I must listen clearly, then I shall tell.
So, in this way, I told that if you order, I must go, but I don't think
that I am fit to preach in the West. Anyhow, it was stopped, and Goswami
Maharaja was sent to the West. I am of reserved type, of reserved mood.
I am a man of more thinking and less speaking.
When Sridhara Maharaja had been selected, one of his sannyasa godbrothers came to him and revealed the reason Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati
Thakura had chosen him to preach in the West. This godbrother explained:
Do you know why Prabhupada wanted you to be sent to the West? He said,
"Because he can't be converted." You have checked such an ambitious
chance. If you went to the West, a big name you could acquire easily as
a preacher, but you left it so easily.
Bhakti Raksaka
Shortly before his departure from this mortal world, Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura called Sridhara Maharaja and asked him to sing Narottama
dasa Thakura's song Sri Rupa-Manjari Pada (the lotus feet
of Rupa Manjari are my treasure). Sridhara Maharaja recalls:
So I did, hesitatingly. My nature is always hesitating, pushing back.
Then, Kunja Babu asked me to stop. I was not a good singer, so as soon
as he suggested, I stopped. Then, Kunja Babu asked Puri Maharaja of Kalna,
"You sing." So he began. Then, Srila Prabhupada was a little
disturbed. "I don't like to hear the sweet tune of the song,"
he said. Then, he stopped singing, and I had to begin again with Sri-rupa-manjari-pada,
sei mora sampada. He wanted me to sing that song.
That is the fulfillment of life for every one of us, to be rupanuga
followers of Sri Rupa.
Senior godbrothers who witnessed this exchange [notably Srila Bhakti
Promode Puri Maharaja] have described it as a "mystic transmission"
in which Sridhara Maharaja was given admittance into the eternal entourage
of Sri Rupa Manjari. Srila Sridhara Maharaja's humble vision, however, is
that he was posted as the gatekeeper, the guardian of devotion (bhakti-raksaka ), to protect the storehouse of conclusive truths about the full-fledged
theistic conception of Sri Krsna as given by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu.
Divine Qualities
The innumerable high qualities and praises of our Srila Prabhupada are
well-known and accepted by the vast majority of Vaisnavas around the world.
Additionally, throughout this publication, we present the many wonderful
glorifications of Srila Prabhupada by Srila Sridhara Maharaja. We would
also like to enumerate herein a few of the divine qualities of Srila Sridhara
Maharaja:
- High recognition by other saintly personalities, including Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura, Srila A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, Niskincana
Krsnadasa Babaji Maharaja, Srila Bhakti Promode Puri Maharaja, Bhakti Prajnana
Kesava Maharaja, and a host of godbrothers and other respectable devotees
and scholars.
- Numerous
original Sanskrit compositions and literary
contributions.
- Brahma-gayatri
commentary--unprecedented
in our sampradaya.
- Spotless
character.
- Freedom
from envy and faultfinding.
- Extraordinary
ability to harmonize opposing elements.
- Exceptionally
kind and affectionate nature in dealing
with subordinates.
- Great attachment
for discussing the pastimes of
the Lord and Krsna conscious siddhanta for hours on end.
- Superexcellent
realization and clarity of presentation
of Gaudiya siddhanta, thereby earning the title
sastra-nipuna.
- Blessing of Srila
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura
as the Guardian of Devotion (Bhakti Raksaka ) and further as
the representative of the Rupanuga siddhanta (Rupanuga-acarya).
Just prior to his departure from this mortal world, Srila Prabhupada
advised his senior disciples that in his absence, when the necessity arose
to consult higher authority for clarification of certain philosophical points,
they should consult Sridhara Maharaja. Prabhupada thus once and for all
opened the door for his disciples to associate with Sridhara Maharaja. His
final instruction regarding Sridhara Maharaja takes precedent over all other
instructions. It was made only weeks before Srila Prabhupada's passing from
this world, a time during which one puts all else aside and shares one's
heart. He did this in spite of having on occasion criticized Sridhara Maharaja,
criticisms we shall discuss in later chapters.
In this chapter we have presented the spirit of the relationship shared
by these two parama Vaisnavas. Ignoring this, while attempting to assess
the nature of their relationship, one ignores the very spirit of Vaisnavism.
Srila Prabhupada's glorification of Sridhara Maharaja and his stated subordination
to his godbrother is balanced with similar statements of Sridhara Maharaja
in praise of Srila Prabhupada. Such a transcendental exchange reveals the
greatness of both Srila Prabhupada and Srila Sridhara Maharaja, who thus
in the very least instruct us as to genuine Vaisnava humility and the sense
that all of one's success in spiritual life is derived from the blessings
of the Vaisnavas. Thus we humbly submit that the transcendental relationship
between Srila Prabhupada and Srila Sridhara Maharaja be viewed and respected
in terms of their eternal spiritual positions and long-standing appreciation
and affection for each other, rather than in terms of their differences
in style.
Notes:
References in the text to purports are to those of Srila A. C. Bhaktivedanta
Swami Prabhupada. Footnote references correspond to lectures, conversations,
and letters of Srila Prabhupada in the BBT Book Trust Folio Archives.
[1] 730317RC.MAY (First two paragraphs missing from
BBT Folio transcription)
[2] 730317RC.MAY
[3] 730627RC.NAV
[4] 1977 BBT transcription available only, not original.
[5] 730627RC.NAV
Chapter Two
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